DEW
the engagement announcement was a few months ago, and during those months, nanon and dew, they've decided to have our relationship in private. it was better for them because having a relationship between yourselves were already complicated, let alone having the public being involved. they really had the best time of their lives going on all type of dates while getting to know each other more. you name it, going on late night drives, karaoke sessions, restaurants hopping, staying at nanon's apartment and put on a movie (though they ended up making out more than actually watching the movie), even a short getaway to japan, they've done it all. but lately, they hadn't been meeting nor had they been seeing eachother's face. dew was busy helping running his family's hotel chain, while nanon was busy with planning and preparing for his physical album launch event.
according to nanon, it would be some type of showcase concert but in a smaller scale, since he himself wasn't really sure that he could fill up an arena. a showcase concert, meaning that nanon had to perform live in front of a live audience, it also meant that he had to reveal himself as triple n, which was something nanon already planned to do before the digital release of his album. hearing that, dew felt nothing but pride and happiness for his fiance. and he asked dew to accompany him meeting his parents, tay and new, to tell them about nanon's secret music career, sometime before the concert, which dew felt grateful yet panicking as well because these days, it's hard to find a day when they're both free.
dew asked his personal assistant, pahn, to come to his room. "yes, sir, you're asking for me?", pahn walked into the room. "can you please check my schedule the week leading up to the triple n concert?", dew asked her and she opened the ipad. " per your previous request, your schedule on that week is pretty sparse, because you wanted all of the meetings, appointments, and the works that were supposed to be done in that week to be done in the previous weeks, well obviously except forㅡ"
dew who was listening intently while looking at his hair in the handheld mirror stopped what he was doing, "except for what?", he asked in confusion because he already made sure that week to be work free, to the length of not even going to work. "except for the monthly meeting with your dad, sir,"
"cancel that"
"i'm sorry, sir, but mr. romsaithong's assistant had instructed forㅡ"
"just tell my dad's assistant the news, as for my dad, i'll call him later, he'll understand. oh and by the way, do you think it's time for me to get a haircut?"
pahn was perplexed by the sudden change of topic from her boss and friend, she started looking at his hair. "eh? i guess so? maybe, a tone as well will do you good,", she changed her voice tone a little bit from the professional one to somewhat a more casual one. "yeah, the last time i had black hair was back in my freshman year of college," dew looking at his reflection in the mirror again.
"do you want me to book you an appointment at the usual salon then, sir?", she asked him, and he shook his head. "no need, i'll go on my free week leading up to the concert. you can go back to your desk" pahn excused herself and walked out of the room.
dew already thought of a way to surprise nanon. well, other than making himself as one of the surprises, he ordered a brand new deadpool & wolverine lego for nanon as it was a hobby that dew found about when they started dating. he asked a help from tee, his close friend/ex situationship? if you could call him that. they were, well, still are close, but at some point they were talking romantically but it didn't go anywhere so they decided to go back to being friends, so when nanon asked dew about his previous relationships, he didn't mention about tee, as it's according to dew "doesn't really count".
so now dew was unconciously intensely talking with tee again because he only talked to nanon once in a few days. mostly about their mutual interests which are art and anime, and he also often mentioned nanon here and there. it made tee kinda sick of it that he said, "oh, young mr. romsaithong is back in his lover era again," and to that dew just agreed because it was true.
dew checked his phone and saw a few chats from the company's groupchats that he just scrolled away and some others from tee. they were talking about naruto, if he wasn't mistaken, the workload had been insane at the time that he couldn't even remember. as dew was about to put back his phone and went back to his work, his phone rang and he saw nanon's name with a love heart emoji on the screen. dew let out a surprised scream and almost threw his phone away. he felt his heart was beating so fast but then dew was confused because it wasn't like nanon to call him during the day. dew then paid no mind to it and answered the call.
"hey, gorgeous. how are you doing?" dew mentally facepalmed himself because of the petname that he just said.
"uh, hello, dew. nothing much, really. just rehearsals after rehearsals and then some jam sessions in the studio. you know how it is," nanon sounded exhausted on the other end. it made dew wanted to give him a hug. he knew how physically and mentally exhausting preparing for an event could be. "baby, don't overwork yourself. we can't have our rockstar, triple n, falls ill just before the concert. and don't skip your meal! you do that a lot," dew sounded like an overprotective fiance but he really just didn't care.
"i knoooww, love," nanon said in a child like tone and added the petname. dew noticed nanon only ever called him with petnames when he needed to ask for something and when he had to get out of a certain situation, most of the time nanon called dew by his own name, which dew didn't really mind. nanon wasn't one for petnames and dew knew that. he expressed his love language in other ways. "in fact, i'm actually eating my second snack right now," nanon added. then dew had an idea, "facetime me, i wanna see," he told nanon. "the snack or me?", nanon asked with a chuckle.
" both, maybe,". then the phonecall was ended and a facetime call was ringing instead. dew answered and saw a tired looking nanon with a fork in his mouth. he pulled out the fork and showed a plastic container of what seemed to be sliced fruits to dew through the phone. "here's my snack, mr. ceo"
"okay, i believe you. but baby, how many hours you sleep for these past few weeks? are you actually able to sleep? do you want me to spend the night there?", dew was very concern at what he was seeing. since he found out that nanon had a severe case of insomnia, dew actually did some research on what helps for insomnia. but they quickly realized that nanon slept well when dew was around. he would help nanon with breathing exercises and meditation before bed, but overall, nanon said, "just you being here really helps", so that's how dew ended up sleeping in nanon's condo a lot.
"it's not that. i know i would love to nap for an hour at most if i could, but it's just there are so many things to do and the showcase is less than a month away. what if something goes wrong on the showcase?", nanon rambled to dew as he rubbed his face. "you fainting on stage because you didn't get enough sleep is also an issue, you know? besides i know you'll do well. you have planned this for more than a year and the last time i saw your full routine of your showcase, you've done amazingly well there and that was like 2 weeks ago," nanon was about to add something else but dew got onto him first.
"tell you what. take a little nap after this. i'm guessing your band and the crew would be really grateful for that. then after that, do the full routine again to see and feel on what needs to be done, okay? just take it easy, i'm sure triple n and you, will do great," dew tried to assured nanon through the screen.
nanon nodded then thanked dew. just before dew said goodbye to nanon so that he could rest for a bit, nanon stopped him. "i almost forgot. remember when i asked you to accompany me to see my parents?", he asked dew. dew nodded and replied, "yes, what about that?"
"let's do it next friday. pluem and frank are going to be home in the evening as well. but i'll meet both my parents first in the afternoon," dew realized the weight of what nanon just said. "so you're going to tell everyone twice at the same day?", he asked nanon.
"no," nanon shook his head no, but then corrected himself. "well, yes. but whether or not i'll tell my brothers about this, it depends on how my parents will react," dew nodded at that, "whatever and however you want to do it, i'll be there for you, okay?" dew said as he smiled reassuringly to nanon on the screen.
"see you next friday?", nanon asked.
"see you. i'll pick you up," dew told him and waved to the camera before ending the call.
dew let out a long breath and looked back to the pc monitor on his desk. at this very moment he actually regretted taking multimedia as his major and not hospitality business or just business major instead, and he also blamed his parents for being very liberal about his choice. drawing panels for his now on hold webtoon sure is much more exciting than overseeing the creation of a new seasonal event and zoom calls with business partners his parents' age. but he was thankful that his dad had given him a crash course in how the romsaithong hotel chain works for 2 weeks so that he didn't look like a fool. he also just remembered that he's gonna see nanon in less than 2 weeks so now dew felt like he was ready to conquer anything.
***
the "next friday" was finally here. nanon had asked dew to pick him up in the studio. he messaged nanon that he had arrived and nanon told him to wait for a bit as he "freshened up". so now dew was waiting in his car on the parking lot with bottles of pre mix cocktail and mocktail made by his po, sitting nicely on the passenger seat. as it was still a dinner with his future in-laws that dew was attending, he needed to bring something. his po had been having the idea to make a pre-mix of his signature drinks to go so that everyone could drink them anywhere and anytime (day-drinking definitely wasn't something to look down at in the romsaithong's residence) so this was a perfect opportunity to test the idea out.
"as i said, don't go overboard with your, boyfriend-ing. you're there as the moral support. only do it when he gives you the signs to do so," tee talked to dew over the phone. dew had been asking tee advice on what to do in the past few days. he didn't tell what nanon was actually going to do of course as dew was sure that nanon wouldn't appreciate him telling everyone around about his musician alter ego. dew only mentioned that nanon asked him to be his plus one to a family dinner and thank god tee accepted that answer.
"i don't even know what you're talking about. i'm not even actually his boyfriend. i'm his fiance," dew answered jokingly.
"you're his fiance, romantic partner or whatever it is that you guys like to call on what you have. don't do too much. i know you tend to do more than what's ask for, and i can speak from experience," tee replied.
"well, wasn't that the best 3 months of romantically talking stage of your life? i know i was a great crush," dew said cockily.
"shut up, my girlfriend was way better than you. anyway, you've brought something for your in-laws, right? can't lose the title of the best son in-law,"
"of course. i can't lose the title when i'm the only son in-law that they have in the moment. my po made something for them. i think they'll enjoy it," dew said as he was looking at the entrance of the building. nanon was walking out and they were making an eye contact. he smiled at dew and dew returned the smile. "hey, talk to you later. nanon's here," dew mumbled quickly through the phone, "i'm feeling like your mistress even more these days. fine, i'll see you later," tee told dew and the phone call was ended.
dew moved the paper bags of the pre mix bottles gently to the back seat so that nanon could sit next to him on the passenger seat. nanon opened the door and said a small "hi". dew was just looking at what nanon was wearing and joked, "my style has really rubbed off on you, doesn't it?", nanon dramatically gasped at what dew just said. "i knew it! i knew you're going to say that!" nanon exclaimed and dew laughed really loudly at that. today nanon was wearing a buttoned down shirt tucked into a pair of slacks with a sling bag on his shoulders, which seemed like he just walked out of dew's wardrobe. "you look good though, baby. more rested than the last time we talked on the phone," dew pulled nanon close for a small kiss on his temple once his laughter had died down. "and you finally dress up for the weather," dew added up as he looked closely at nanon once again. nanon didn't really pull away from dew, instead he buried his face in dew's shoulder. "i know. can't wear cardigan and sweater with bangkok heat all the time," his voice is muffled because of that and dew found it endearingly cute. "you're also wearing what i'd usually wear, with the knitted loose cardigan. though not as thick as mine," nanon pulled away a bit to observe his outfit of the day.
"i feel like our shopping dates have done us wonders," dew said as he's rubbing nanon's back up and down. nanon then pulled away and finally actually sitting down on the passenger seat, still with his hand holding dew's.
"no, it's more of a, "you go shopping and i wait around the store so that we can go eat or to the lego store after" kind of date," nanon pouted and dew felt his heart skipped a beat.
i feel like i could die happily right now, dew thought to himself.
"i've missed you," nanon said out of the blue. dew drew small circles on top of nanon's knuckles and returned the sentiment, "missed you too, baby," they stayed there in silence for a moment. dew actually needed that after the hectic work he'd had for the past few weeks and he knew nanon needed it too. he sent a look nanon's way and asked, "should we go now?", nanon nodded then answered, " yeah, we should,"
***
NANON
feel like i'm gonna shit myself, nanon thought to himself as he looked at the road outside the window. this is much worse than when i ran away to the sea with ohm and papa found an opened condom wrapper in my pocket, he added to his train of thoughts.
nanon leaned his head to the window and closed his eyes. this situation reminded him of when they went to bright's party over a year ago. the difference was other than they were going out together instead of going home together, it was the fact that they were closer to strangers a year ago than they were now. and the fact that dew's hand that was occasionally on top of his thigh served as another reminder that this was where they were at the moment. these past few months had been very anxiety inducing for nanon not only because of him preparing his showcase and having to lie to people around him on what he's working on but also the fact that he's in a relationship at the moment.
it's not that dew was a terrible partner. he was far from that. an amazing partner even. but the fact that the relationship nanon was currently in was a healthy, stable, mature, and loving relationship, when the previous relationship he was in was very emotionally exhausting to say the least.
being with dew was like, finally doing everything in autopilot mode after struggling to walk for so long. sometimes nanon wasn't sure to do a lot of things in their relationship but dew always made sure it was okay for the both of them, which nanon really liked. he always calmed nanon down when nanon needed it like the phonecall from last week.
though telling your parents that you had a secret music career for the past 3 years was still very nervewracking with or without a dew jirawat romsaithong beside you.
nanon saw the familiar neighborhood of his parents house and felt his heart beating even faster. felt like he was actually gonna die when dew's car reached the front gate of his house and it opened. dew didn't say anything and nanon kind of glad for that. because he felt like no words could make him feel any better at the moment. he saw both his parents walking out of the house, waiting for them at the porch. smiling, not knowing the news that their son was gonna drop on them. dew parked the car and got out, opening the door to passenger seat and picking up the paper bag with some bottles inside of it. he took nanon's hand and they walked to the porch together.
"aw look at my baby with his fiance! aren't they cute, tay?", nanon's dad exclaimed, normally nanon would roll his eyes, but not today. "they do look cute, hin. can't believe nanon has grown a lot this past year," his papa, tay, agreed.
"good afternoon, papa, dad," dew greeted them and handed the paper bag. "hello, son in law! how have you two been? oh what's this?", tay accepted the paper bag. "it's from po, some pre mix bottles of cocktail and mocktail for tonight," dew smiled to him. "okay then, let's all go in, you two can wait for the food inㅡ"
"uh, papa, dad, can we talk in the living room?", nanon cut what his dad was about to say because he felt like wasn't going to say it if it was not now. "sure, nanon. we need to come inside first," new, his dad, looked a bit concerned and exchanged a look with his husband who looked more confused.
"do you want me to stay with you? i can wait inㅡ"
"no, you have to come with me," nanon grabbed dew's hand which he only responded with a nod and a smile.
once they all sat in living room, nanon was the first one to open his mouth. "the reason why i would like to talk to both papa and dad is that, i've been having a quite big music career for the past four years behind you guys' backs and almost everyone,"
then everything just went out like waterfall. he told his parents how it started, with faceless covers on soundcloud and youtube. how they started going viral and how people online started calling him by his username on both of those platforms, triple n. then he mentioned how he started working on his original songs, and that's where dew came in the story also other people like bright who knew about his alter ego. he moved on to tell his parents about his album being both a compilation of his reworked past singles and some new ones. he also told them on the mostly positive reactions he's been receiving so far.
"and i'm going to do my first in person showcase on the 23rd. so that means i have to reveal myself as triple n. that's why i would like for you guys to know before the public," nanon closed his story. then he remembered the stuffs he brought in his giant clutch (courtesy of dew). "oh, this is my physical album. the showcase is a physical album release as well. papa and dad can listen to the songs before and tell me what you think," he put out two copies of his secrets of the universe album on the table.
"if you'd like to come that is. i will understand if you don't want to come," nanon added in a small voice and he felt dew squeezed his thigh.
"if we don't want to come?" tay asked in a loud voice. nanon was startled a bit by his papa's reaction. it certainly felt like tay was about to yell at him and he was ready for every consequence that he would receive. tay, his papa, was hardly ever angry or at least yelling when he's mad at something, if you compared it to his husband at least. but nanon had encountered his papa's actually angry moments a small amount of times in his life and all those times he felt like he wanted to cease from the universe and never existed again. it's not his tone or his volume that made nanon scared shitless most of the time, but it was the way that tay expressed his disappointment that scared nanon. he kept looking down at his lap where dew's hand was. tears already threatened to come
"what do you mean "if we don't want to come"? of course we'd love to, son!" tay lowered his tone and nanon looked up with teary eyes. "our son is a pop star and having his first ever concert, it's a guarantee that we will come! right, hin?", tay looked at new and he nodded his head yes. "yes, but nanon, sweetie, sit next to dad, i'd like to ask something to you. you're okay with that, aren't you, dew?" new asked and dew instantly answered, "yes, i'm okay with it if nanon is as well," nanon just nodded at dew and his parents and sat in between tay and new.
"dad just would like to ask, why didn't you feel like to say any of these earlier? 4 years isn't a short time, sweetie. we, papa and i, are also very sorry that you felt like it was not safe enough for you to tell us about something that you're really passionate about," new said softly to his youngest son while holding both his hands. "no, no. you guys don't have to feel sorry. you're the best parents that anyone could ask for. except for that time you hid the fact that i'm engaged to be married to dew," nanon said jokingly to the last part, which didn't really help with the fact that he's holding his tears at the moment.
"but," he was about to say the actual reason but he felt like he couldn't breathe.
"breathe, baby," he heard dew said across him and felt a warm hand touching his arm. nanon remembered to breathe this time and calm himself for a little bit. "whenever you're ready, nanon," he also heard tay spoke next to him. once nanon felt a bit calmer and collected himself, he started to tell his reasonings.
"but, as you heard from earlier, it started as a bit of a hobby that i myself didn't expect to blow up this big. when the first offer for doing original works from the record label came, i actually thought about telling you guys. but frank just finished his college and decided to move to japan to do his own business. pluem had started to train to be the family company's successor. and then you have me, the youngest son, who was half-assing his way through university doing a degree that he picked last minute because he didn't know what to do, then choosing a passion that no one in his family had ever done and with an unstable future that follows," at this time nanon was already full on crying and sobbing that he was shaking.
after hearing what his son said, new just smiled and wiped the tears off of nanon's face with a tissue. "oh, my kitten, my sweet baby," he said softly as he continued to pat down nanon's cheeks with the tissue. "thank you for telling us," new told him again while giving him a side hug.
"you know, kid, i'm not that surprised that you are a professional pop starㅡ",
" i'm not a pop star, papa," nanon said with a hoarse voice.
"a professional pop star with a blooming career, because i heard you sang a lot with your guitar, in your room. and you sounded really good," tay continued and nanon felt his face reddened because he didn't realize that his papa was paying attention. "i didn't say anything because i thought you were already set on what you wanted to do and i didn't want to interfere. turns out you actually needed us to encourage you to do music. we're sorry," nanon shook his head to say that it's okay but what his papa said after broke the dam once more.
"we're so proud of you, nanon,"
***
they all were in the kitchen preparing for the dinner before pluem and frank came. pluem said that he needed to get something first and frank just landed from his flight from tokyo so at least it bought them an hour for a last minute prep.
the bluetooth speaker was playing butterfly effect and nanon already got at least 10 compliments from both his parents on it especially on the rap part that was just playing and nanon who was heating the main course just smiled at them.
"dew," tay called dew who was prepping the garnishes for the cocktails and mocktails he brought. "yes?" dew paused what he was doing for a second.
"nanon said you were one of the only people who knows about nanon and triple n, this whole thing. what do you think about his music?", tay asked and his facial expression was as if he was ready to judge whatever answer dew gave.
"oh i was already a fan before i knew that triple n was him. so yes, i like the music that he puts out and, it's an objective take as well," dew answered and tay nodded as his answer. then dew added something more,
"i sang "our song" in karaoke while with friends," hearing what dew just said nanon stopped what he was doing and looked at him in surprise.
"this is news to me, you never told me that," nanon said to dew, still in surprise. "well, the opportunity never came and that was before we were talking," dew explained to him and nanon accepted that answer.
"wait, your song? you wrote a song about you guys' love story?", new asked while opening up the cabinets for a serving plate, and nanon chuckled loudly at the question.
"well, no, not released yet at least. but "our song" is the title. it was a single i released and didn't make the cut into the album," nanon told his dad while putting the meal he was heating up into a serving plate.
"oh, dew, before i forgot, i want to ask, why didn't you tell us or anyone for the matter that nanon is triple n?" tay asked again.
"because i think it's what nanon would've liked. we had an agreement. i did a project, still am doing actually, not as big as nanon's, behind my parents' back at the time. nanon knew about it. so we kinda kept each other's secrets. but again, i know how important it is for nanon so i just didn't tell anyone," dew answered once again.
"good answer. that is the correct answer, son-in-law," tay gave him a thumbs up.
the kitchen was silent for a bit except for nanon's singing voice on the speaker until new made a sound. "oh, tay, i just remember. joss and gawin are going to visit bangkok to watch a concert of gawin's favorite singer, and he said the singer was triple n. it's you, nanon," he was so excited with the realization meanwhile nanon felt like he wanted to hide himself because it's his favorite uncle.
joss was new's younger brother. so the order was new, joss, then mook as the youngest and the only daughter. him and gawin, his husband, lived in both phuket and baltimore due to gawin's job and where his dad's family mostly live. they met while they were both attending georgetown (which was also phuwin's university) and played for the university's basketball team. they had been married since "the dawn of time" according to nanon but only decided to have kids a couple of years ago. nanon almost always had cuteness aggression when he saw his baby cousin, poon, on his uncle joss' instagram. the reason why gawin was his favorite uncle growing up was because gawin also sang, while not professionally, he did sing a lot on family gatherings and nanon would always talk about music with him whenever he visited bangkok. so, knowing his uncle was a fan of his music made him feel delighted and nervous.
"oh really, hin? can't wait to meet them. last time we met them, they didn't even plan to have a child yet," tay said enthusiastically. "yeah, but i don't think they'll bring baby poon. it's quite risky to bring him here and not really sure how it will go, as joss said," nanon kind of disappointed at that but then back to being nervous at the thought of revealing himself as his uncle's favorite musician.
"hey family! what do we have here for dinner?", frank walked into the kitchen unannounced and it surprised all of them because he told them he'll be home 45 minutes the quickest and it just passed the 30 minutes mark after frank sent the message to his papa. "oh, you're here already, frank?", tay asked still in surprise. "yeah, as you see i didn't bring a lot and the baggage process was quick. oh, hey, dew, you're here too?" frank came up to dew and gave him a hug.
"yeah, couldn't let your brother go anywhere alone these days," dew said jokingly that made nanon yelled an offended "hey!" to him.
"you haven't given your papa and your dad a hug, frank. we're very disappointed in you," new tutted and frank ran to them. "well, hello, mr & mr vihokratana! i hope you're doing well," frank gave them kisses to their cheeks. "oh! my baby brother too! hello, little kitten! you look great!", then frank put his arm around nanon's shoulders and gave sniff kisses on nanon's cheek which earned a discomfort yell from him. frank just laughed at his brother's reaction. then, not long after, pluem had also arrived with someone behind him, holding his hand. imagine how surprised nanon to find out that it was chimon who was behind pluem. talking about pluem's romantic side of life, he mentioned that he ended things with minnie a little over a month ago because minnie was planning to learn the art of making coffee and being a barista professionally abroad. but nanon could vouch for everyone in the room that they didn't expect for pluem to bring chimon to the family dinner especially after they broke up.
"hello, everyone. sorry we're a little bit late. this is the one thing that i told that i was going to get earlier," pluem gestured to chimon who was standing next to him.
"hey, i'm the one thing," chimon joked because nanon and him were already friends since they were kids, nanon could guess he was feeling comfortable with doing so.
before everyone was saying anything, pluem dropped the question of the hour (an hour ago at least), "wait, is this triple n's music? on the kitchen's bluetooth speaker?"
"yeah, i just realized that. and i'd never thought papa and dad would listen to the trending music," frank added.
both his parents and dew were looking at nanon, not knowing what to do and say. nanon took it as a sign to do what he had to do.
"well, of course papa and dad do. why won't they listen to the music that i put out?", nanon said half jokingly to test the waters. frank snickered after hearing what nanon said until his dad swatted his arm. pluem was just confused and chimon who actually knew the truth just stayed silent.
"holy shit! it is you!", pluem cursed loudly.
"language, pluem," tay reminded him. "sorry, papa, but it does sound like him!" pluem said excitedly. "wait, i just remembered. "triple n" was your first like username for online games when you were like 10, and your name has a lot of n," frank added into the train of realization. "took you guys long enough to recognize your brother's voice? honestly that's not really what good brothers should be," nanon said casually while he put the main course on the island. both his brothers ran to him and asking excitedly for him to sing a little part of the song that was playing which was why always me, and nanon just whined.
"you asked me to sing the most tiring one to sing. but fine i'll do the one where i don't scream as much," he sang the intro for a bit and both pluem and frank clapped their hands with mouth open. "wow, he sounds just like the studio version," frank told pluem, then pluem turned to nanon and said "my baby brother sings so well!" and hugged him, which nanon returned and frank joined in. "sorry to interrupt, boys. but dinner's ready," new announced to the room and everyone moved to the dining room next door and took their seats. everyone enjoyed the food that was served and just the overal warm atmosphere of the event. nanon sat next to dew as expected and exchanged glances almost throughout dinner. including a glance that said, "everything will be alright,"
***
the dinner went so quick. nanon asked everyone in the room to not reveal him as triple n until after the showcase and everyone promised not to. the vihokratana family wasn't like "a-list celebrities" famous but they were pretty well known, especially with frank being somewhat of an influencer for documenting his life in japan and with his business, also dew with his freelance modelling so nanon was asking just to be safe.
dew told nanon that he needed to go home for an hour to meet his parents and took care of some stuffs. "do you want me to sleep here tonight?", dew asked nanon while they were standing in the entryway and nanon heard chimon whistling to which he gave him the finger for. he turned his head to dew and replied with, "sure, i guess. i think my parents won't mind, as long as we don't get too loud," nanon lowered his voice for the last part.
"oh? what do you think we're going to do later?", dew asking suggestively. "i was talking about playing videogames before bed. and the fact that we tend to chat before bed. what do you think i was going to say?" nanon answered with a laugh.
"sure, whatever you say, baby. i'll see you later," dew said goodbye and walked out of the door.
nanon already changed into his pajamas and was setting up his monitor and playstation until he heard laughter from outside. he opened the curtain to see who it was and he saw dew, in a much casual clothing with his glasses on talking to someone in the car parked outside of his house. it seemed that they were very engaged in the conversation they were in. at first nanon didn't pay any attention to it and about to go back setting up until he heard a voice calling dew's name but in a tone almost similar to how nanon would call dew. like a moth to a flame, nanon looked back to the window and saw closely a hand coming out of the car window and fixed dew's glasses, followed by the act of carressing dew's cheek and nanon felt like he wanted to jump from the balcony of his room at that moment.
he really didn't want to be the jealous boyfriend but he couldn't help it. once the car drove away, dew walked towards vihokratana's residence gate and nanon called dew immediately. "hey, uh, i think i'd like to go to sleep right away. i'm pretty exhausted," tired of dealing with this shit actually, nanon added wordlessly.
"well, i'm just walking in noㅡ"
"no, i mean i want to go to sleep, by myself now. you know how we like to talk before sleep, right? i feel like i don't even have the energy to do that now," nanon cut him and dew looked up to his bedroom window. nanon was lucky that he managed to move away from the window just before dew looked fully at the window.
"so, just to be sure, you don't want to see me now?" dew asked him.
"well, i don't like the way that you worded it but yeah, i'd like to sleep now, by myself, in my bed," nanon explained once again on what he was saying.
"okay then, baby. sleep tight. i'm really sorry. call me if anything happens. good night," dew said in a disappointed tone through the phone but nanon managed to let out a short "night" before ending the call and threw his phone on the bed
nanon didn't go to sleep right away because he was too upset to do so. he sat on the couch in front of his gaming monitor and put on a game instead. he knew that it was kind of stupid the reasoning of his anger at the moment. but with the level of stress he's having and the fact that he cried too much while he was in his previous relationship with ohm, anger was the emotion that his mind chose to be exuding at the moment. he let out his anger in the game he was playing, because fuck "everything will be alright", it wasn't and he's tired pretending to believe it.
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